منتديات المُنى والأرب

Forever
** Judit

Since April 30, 2007 I have been living in a dream world.

That was the day when I received a letter on MySpace from a man I have never known and never met before. We started writing letters to each other and I noticed that he is very intelligent and sensitive. I have never thought that we should meet in real life too: I lived in Hungary with my boyfriend and he lived in England mourning his long time partner who died 8 months earlier.

But Fate had special plan with us: I broke up with my boyfriend in July and he was still single. He made a special chatroom for us and we met there every night. One night I asked him teasingly "Are we dating officially?" and when he replied "YES!!!" my heart jumped into my throat, I was so excited!

After that our relationship became very serious, we were in the chatroom every single night chatting for 4 or 5 hours usually. Sometimes we had been chatting all night, until 7 am when I had to go to work. He knew my family, I told him about my painful relationship with my father, he knew my colleagues and my work too. He knew my feelings, my dreams and my yearning for a family and children. We were daydreaming about our future: a beautiful wedding in September because it's my favourite season, and then we will have two daughters: Emma and Hannah.

He was intelligent, funny, sensitive, polite, very honest, always a real English gentleman. I realized that I was in love with him and I wanted to meet him personally. There was a very special bond between us, I felt that I found the man of my dreams!

We decided to meet 3 days after Christmas, on 27 December. He waited for me at the airport and we hugged as if we knew each other for years! The next 6 days was the most romantic week of my life: we were sitting under the Christmas tree opening our presents (even his Mom sent me a present), walking on the beach hand in hand, or sitting on the sofa for hours hugging and kissing.

On New Year's Eve he **t next to me on the sofa and gave me a little box. He proposed and I **id yes with tears in my eyes! When I went home on 1 January I was crying on the plane.

It's 18 May today and we have met 4 times so far. In April we had the most romantic 10 day vacation in Northumberland. I still feel that I'm living in a dream world, I'm in love with him and he loves me too.

However, we are going through tough times at the moment: he has financial problems and has to find a new job and I have to pass my 16 exams in the college until June. It's very hard sometimes but I believe that we will have a bright future together soon.

We are planning to live together from this summer, as soon as he gets a job and I pass my exams. We are planning our wedding for next Spring and our honeymoon to Paris. We are planning having our daughters Emma and Hannah in 2 or 3 years.

I thank Fate every day that I found him and pray for our plans to come true. I'm the happiest woman in this world and I wish everyone to find true love as I found it one year ago, on 30 April, 2007 ...

Finally here's a love letter from him, I received it yesterday:

Precious Judit,

The words on this card are very important because: "Forever" is indeed like a place when two people are together for all their lives.

We are making our way towards 'Forever' each and every day my Sweetheart. Some days it seems SO hard to face the troubles and worries of each day, but the place we are travelling to will make everthing worthwhile.

So right now you have your exams and I have my stress about my job situation. We both feel stressed about 'when' we can finally be together and so these things are the problems of today. But they ARE only today's problems as we are heading towards that special place called 'Forever'.

Forever is a place where we go to bed together every night and wake every morning together too. Forever is a place where we sit quietly together on long winter evenings not caring about the cold outside because we have each other to hold.

Forever is a place where I see your gorgeous smile as you are just planting a new flower in the garden. Forever is a place where you laugh when you see my child-like joy on a Christmas morning.

Forever is a place where your hand is always in mine as we watch the squirrels in the park. Forever is a place where we both laugh as we empty the **nd from our shoes when we have been on the beach all day.

So yes, Forever is a place and it's the place where we are going to meet and it's where we are going to stay... Forever !

I can't wait to meet you in this place called 'Forever', and when I do I know that I will be the happiest man alive for the rest of my days !

So please keep this last thought in your mind: "all destinations require some travel, and we are both on our way to 'Forever' right now !"

So sit back and enjoy the journey ! we haven't got far to go !

See You In 'Forever' Soon !
Your Ashley

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